Heartbreak

I.Already. Know

Yes I need to move on.

You don’t need to say it again and again.

I’m turning and leaving now.

You’ve seen enough of my tears.

Did it matter?

Did it move you at all?

One last glance.

I’ve stopped screaming.

You can turn now.

No I’m not ok.

Am I supposed to be?

Was that the end you imagined?

Silence doesn’t help. Not now.

 It was my fault.

Actually not.

 I told you what I wanted.

I told you.

What did you want?

 I know what you want now.

It took too long for you to decide.

You wasted my time.

Yes I’m ranting again.

But maybe this last bit of energy is worth it.

Maybe you need to hear it.

Will it matter?

 Will you come back?

 No. I don’t even want that.

It’s not easy.

It never is.

Yet we do it again and again and again.

Fall in love.

Yes this is what heartbreaks feel like.